They want to rule you, but you gotta stand firm. It matures you for sure.
Yes, that's a horrible feeling when people won't let you have your own choices and want something else from you. Although I don't know your situation, I can definitely talk with experience how people's dissaproval can erode all your confidence slowly if you let it. It is definitely a hardening process as you say.
I saw my father beat my mum up quite a few times as when I was a kid
. Made me determined never to be like him. I have a general dislike nowadays for mysogyny and for macho and alpha male behaviour.
That's terrible to hear Tony. I can't really think of anything to say to it without sounding trivial. I can't stand violence against women.
My girlfriend broke up with me about a year ago after being together for 9,5 years. I thought I'd never recover...now I live in another part of Germany, got a much better job than before, am working out much more, lost weight and met a couple of really great women during the last months. I've also went to every concert I wanted to see, had so much fun with my friends. So I made the best of the situation. My life is great right now, and I wouldn't have thought that a year ago!
Yes, you are now every man's envy.. super muscular German Playboy !!