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Jan 31 2009, 02:49 PM
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QUOTE (Rated Htr @ Jan 31 2009, 02:13 PM)  @Javari I see logical patterns in everything, I only expect to fail if I see such pattern... Going to a doctor isn't an option... *snip* @SoD I don't think everyone is fake, but most people end up being fakes but I don't generate that, it's just how I feel. I don't think about that "someday" anymore, that's what people keep saying, I've learned to accept that t won't change Going to a doctor may help in the sense of putting a name to whatever makes you feel alienated. ADHD, Asperger or whatever four letter diagnosis there is. Saying a doctor isn't an option sounds to me like a rather defensive position. If something is wrong you would want to know, right? And if there's something that can be medicated you would want to know, right? There are plenty of people with social disturbances that have no idea, and they can feel they don't fit in, they don't get the social interaction that goes on between people and they can find it meaningless. This in turn can make it difficult to find and aid these people, since they often think the world around them is impossible to understand and it's not them but it's all the people and their purposes that are meaningless - it's not for them. Seeing that you repeadely say "no" and "it's no use" tells me it maybe is no use or very difficult to reach through. It has to come from within yourself and you have to take the initiative. Just read this and see if anything makes sense http://pt.wikipedia.org/wiki/S%C3%ADndrome_de_Asperger -------------------- My bands homepage
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Jan 31 2009, 03:07 PM
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QUOTE (SonofDestiny @ Jan 31 2009, 01:07 PM) Rated Htr... I'm feeling you man. I know what it's like to be in your situation. Look, one thing you gotta stop, is thinking about the 'someday'. You're living right now man. You gotta be in the moment to enjoy life to the full extent. This isn't a cliché. Another thing you definately have to change is that attitude of 'everyone is fake'. Dude, if you think like that, the odds of everyone being fake in your world are enormous, because you WANT to see it. The stuff on this site has helped me a lot in becoming more positive. Check it out: www.brainsync.com One last thing... chill out man  You're going to be just fine. You're only 17 and are experiencing a lot of changes physically and mentally. And I know, because I've been there and I'm still going through it. When I feel really bad I just consider my mood fluctuations as hormonal changes... works for me... but it may be a bit too rational to you.Anyway, I hope this helps. It's probably an incoherent piece of writing here, but I'm tired and exploding as well  QUOTE (MickeM @ Jan 31 2009, 01:49 PM) Going to a doctor may help in the sense of putting a name to whatever makes you feel alienated. ADHD, Asperger or whatever four letter diagnosis there is. Saying a doctor isn't an option sounds to me like a rather defensive position. If something is wrong you would want to know, right? And if there's something that can be medicated you would want to know, right? There are plenty of people with social disturbances that have no idea, and they can feel they don't fit in, they don't get the social interaction that goes on between people and they can find it meaningless. This in turn can make it difficult to find and aid these people, since they often think the world around them is impossible to understand and it's not them but it's all the people and their purposes that are meaningless - it's not for them. Seeing that you repeadely say "no" and "it's no use" tells me it maybe is no use or very difficult to reach through. It has to come from within yourself and you have to take the initiative. Just read this and see if anything makes sense http://pt.wikipedia.org/wiki/S%C3%ADndrome_de_Asperger for me to go to a doctor I would have to tell my parents, and I don't wanna dissapoint them anymore, that's the only reason. As for the androme, I don't have difficulties in expressing myself, nor do I have difficulties in envolving socially nor many of the things that it's saying on wikipedia, but most of it makes sense and could easily be describing my state -------------------- Currently Practicing
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Jan 31 2009, 03:21 PM
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QUOTE (Rated Htr @ Jan 31 2009, 03:07 PM) for me to go to a doctor I would have to tell my parents, and I don't wanna dissapoint them anymore, that's the only reason. As a parent myself I'd be happy to get involved and be supportive to my kids. Something I didn't realize when I was a kid, of course. Instead I tried to solved all my problems myself, maybe feeling a bit ashamed. Not so much about disappointing but it was more about I didn't want to worry them. The fact that you feel bad can't be a disappointment to your parents. I have a very hard time to belive that. -------------------- My bands homepage
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Jan 31 2009, 03:35 PM
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STOP thinking negative, just take the jump, never shot is always a miss!
-------------------- Don't just play it. Feel it!
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