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Eat-Sleep-andJam
post May 26 2008, 10:09 PM
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I don’t know why I cried today.
I screamed a lot, my voice now hoarse.
I wished I was dead today.
Actually prayed for it.
Cursed god for not answering my prayers.
I wrote out my suicide note in my head.
What words I would use,
How I could make everyone around me feel as bad as I did.

If only someone next door heard me screaming, crying, gasping for air.
Maybe then I could feel some relief.
Searching the cabinets of my house looking for anything that would do the trick.
Nothing seemed fitting.
So I didn’t do it.
Instead I wrote this.
But I wish I had no paper.
And nature could run its course.

My eyes are now bloodshot.
Nothing new there.
I question everything in my life.
Wish I was someone else.
Maybe that person is as happy as Id like to be.
A weak person cut’s there wrists.
A strong one goes the full mile.


Chorus: Today I wished I was dead.
All these thoughts running in and out of my head.
No pill would do the trick, my thoughts now running quick.
These emotions I can’t hide.

About a well planned Suicide.


I wish I knew my date on the calendar of life.
Then I could at least have something to look forward to.
I’m sick of acting like I’m alright all the time.
It’s about time the opened up the door and found the truth.


I don’t know what caused this.
Perhaps I was born with Misfortune.
One big birth effect after another.
My work ethic may seem bad, but my thoughts are even worse.
I think im going insane, Even an Asylum seems better then here.


Chorus: Today I wished I was dead.
All these thoughts running in and out of my head.
No pill would do the trick, my thoughts now running quick.
These emotions I can’t hide.

About a well planned Suicide.



I have no regrets Ive how far Ive come.
But only the things that Ive done.

There seems like nothing better,
Then to check out early in a red sweater.


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___________________________________© John Minoia 2008

Wrote this along time ago. Very Personal. Didnt want to post it but I did.


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post May 26 2008, 10:51 PM
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It's deep.. I like it ^^
Hope it's not taken from your real life ohmy.gif


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post May 26 2008, 11:03 PM
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QUOTE (Canis @ May 26 2008, 01:51 PM) *
It's deep.. I like it ^^
Hope it's not taken from your real life ohmy.gif



Yes it is. But that was a while ago.
Very Personal and things are better now smile.gif


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post May 26 2008, 11:26 PM
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Top stuff! Now get your growling voice out, some mega distorted riffs and eerie keyboards and you have yourself a song biggrin.gif


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post May 26 2008, 11:47 PM
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QUOTE (Hemlok @ May 26 2008, 02:26 PM) *
Top stuff! Now get your growling voice out, some mega distorted riffs and eerie keyboards and you have yourself a song biggrin.gif



Thanks man ! biggrin.gif Ha ha I dont have much of a growl though laugh.gif



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post May 27 2008, 12:08 AM
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Wasn't bad, bit scary though!


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post May 27 2008, 12:44 AM
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QUOTE (Fran @ May 26 2008, 03:08 PM) *
Wasn't bad, bit scary though!



That was the intention laugh.gif


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post May 27 2008, 10:56 AM
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i think you were a little sad when you wrote this lyrics .aren't you


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post May 27 2008, 11:00 AM
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I hear a clean voice with a slow acoustic ballad in the first verse, and then the drums and distortion comes in for the rest. Maybe about 50-60 bpm through the entire thing?

And at the end

"About a well planned Suicide. "(The last chord of the distorted guitars rings though this sentence)

-short break to let the distorted ring-

And then this is acoustic again, with no drums.

"I have no regrets Ive how far Ive come.
But only the things that Ive done.

There seems like nothing better,
Then to check out early in a red sweater."


Atleast that's what I heard in my head, after reading it a couple of times tongue.gif


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post May 27 2008, 11:55 AM
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Well this got some well deserved attention! biggrin.gif Great lyrics and excellent title!


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post May 27 2008, 12:18 PM
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I wish i could come up with lyrics like this smile.gif Excellent


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post May 27 2008, 12:22 PM
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Wow thanks guys smile.gif

I appreciate all the good feedback.

I know its a sad one but everyone gets down everyonce and awhile, just have to write from your heart smile.gif

I would love to see more of you upload lyrics on here, this board needs more attention !


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post Jun 5 2008, 02:52 PM
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Been away for awhile and I have been missing some good stuff, very well written and you can tell its from the heart.


QUOTE (Eat-Sleep-andJam @ May 26 2008, 02:03 PM) *
Yes it is. But that was a while ago.
Very Personal and things are better now smile.gif


I often find it very purging to write about the tough times, Its like closure, Anyway, Im glad your better and still rockin' wink.gif
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post Jun 6 2008, 01:14 AM
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QUOTE (The Uncreator @ Jun 5 2008, 05:52 AM) *
Been away for awhile and I have been missing some good stuff, very well written and you can tell its from the heart.




I often find it very purging to write about the tough times, Its like closure, Anyway, Im glad your better and still rockin' wink.gif



There is no room for suffering, you just have to stay postive and move on smile.gif


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