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post Jun 11 2008, 01:27 AM
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To my Mother, Father, Friends , and anyone who ever gave a damn. My Advice ? Give up on me~


There finally dissapointed.
No metaphors or similies or crafty imagery can describe how I feel now.
Im sitting her typing as, the tears roll down my face.
I guess Im not the son a mother or a father wants to have.
Im Nothing!
So I write this song,
Screaming from whats left of my shattered soul
Im drowning in tears because all I have left are my emotions.
I wish somewhere out there someone could feel my pain.
Hold it so tightly.
Not only do I wish I was dead, but I wish everyone wouldnt come to my funeral.
I wish they would send Thank You cards , cards saying things like " Best Wishes" and "Happy Birthday"
How Ironic that would be.
I defied everyones trust, and others defied my own.
I did some things I cant change and now im stuck here in this house, leaving isnt a choice and I wish with all my might that it was, because If by some divine power it was a choice, I would leave and never look back.\
I would turn my back on every last person that ever cared about me, and walk out that door because....
Being Unknown is better then living in a life of misery.

Chorus: Im crying now, No mother her to dry my tears.
Im dieing now, No father her to long live my years.
Im sinking now, No friend to lend a helping hand.
Im dead now, No one will ever understand.

I feel like taking a walk on that road of self destruction, then there wouldnt be anyone else bringing me down, but only myself.
I know it may seem crazy, but I feel I will never find help, because no one cares.
This whole circle of trust with everyone has slowly been broken down until there is no trust left.
Ive lost faith in the people I loved, cared[/font] about. Ive lost faith in not only them, but myself.
I no longer know when something bad is happening because it happens all to frequently.
Maybe Dad is right- Ill end up flipping burgers at some resturant.
Maybe Mom is right- Ill only dissapoint the people around me.
Well I guess not ever egg is good.
Maybe im just the bad egg they have made me out to be?
Maybe I cant be trusted.
And do deserve every last bit of this....

Chorus: Im crying now, No mother her to dry my tears.
Im dieing now, No father her to long live my years.
Im sinking now, No friend to lend a helping hand.
Im dead now, No one will ever understand.



A Note from My Mother-

John,

Everyone makes mistakes including me + Dad- We Love you with all out hearts
and have high expectations for you-
Please Remember-mistakes Come with a learning lesson-
and if you learn from them- your life is better for it.-
You have so many wonderful qualities.
Make the most of each day & always-above all
remeber dad+I love you with all out hearts & we are always here for you.
Your friends love you too-
YOu are a great group& lucky to have each other as friends-

Mom


Chorus Revised: Im crying now,A mother here to always dry my tears.
Im dieing now, A father here to long-live my years.
Im sinking now, Friends here to always to lend a helping hand.
Im alive now, Something everyone should understand.

___________ © John Minoia 2008[/font]

This post has been edited by Eat-Sleep-andJam: Jun 11 2008, 01:43 AM


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